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fid_09- March 30th, 2011
cheerful
Peace Be Upon U,
The title of my post says it all.
I'm staying in today. Doing the usuals.
Watching TV, doing the laundry, eating, spending time with my laptop.
Working this Thurs, for only four hours. That sounds really boring. I hope it doesn't turn out that way. :)
Cash not flowing smoothly this month. Figures still have not made a grand appearance on my bank book. Now... That's kinda depressing for me. I guess the HR are really pulling my legs huh. Forwarding the release of my pay on the actual pay day itself. Damn that piece of shit.Never mind that. I will do with home-cooked food.That's it for today. :)Wassalam and XOXO. ;)
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- fid_09
- April 23rd, 2010
Mak.... nak gunting rambut....
Abeh, bilang mak uat pe?
Duit?HEHEHE.
OR
Mak... Duit.
Nk duit buat ape?
Buat pakai lah. HAHAHA! Then back to my sane self. nk gunting rambut. *puppy face* HAHAHAA!!!!!
Now3, this is why I work. To save the trouble of asking mother and father for money. (:
Gd enuf reason rite? I knw.... hahaha!!!!
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- fid_09
- April 19th, 2010
Peace(:
Sorry it has quite some time since I've posted an entry.
I was just plain lazy uh.
I'm writing in a purple book now. Meant for my really personal feelings, thoughts and happenings that I prefer just me to know about and read. Hehehe. (:
Today is the start of the third semester. Ouhkay lahhh. Nothing much.
Just IO Chem, Food CHem and MathsB.
All the lessons ended early. I appreciate that kind gesture (:
In bus 96, another two more bus stops to go to, he called-Fidah, _ _ _ here. You otw ald ah? It's quite here lah. Cn don't come to work?
Wth.
But I don't mind. (: Cos I get to go home and EAT. hehehe.
Met my fierce sec sch friend(:-YANA at our usual place-BUS STOP :D to return her guitar bag(:
Did some catch-up with her. Which was AWESOME!
Worth dragging myself out of my house door.
I was so darn lazy to go out at that moment.So,this post exists now because my lovely friend complained about me not updating my blog. Hehehe :p
Wassalam.
- Friend and loved one
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- fid_09
- March 14th, 2010
Peace be upon you (;
A friend or a loved one?
A friend who used to be your loved one or the loved one who just came into your life.
A friend who has been with you for years or the loved one who has only been with for months.
A friend who wants to to be with you again or the loved one who tries to accept the fact that you still gonna be friends with that friend who tries to snatch you away from me.
A friend who cheated on you or the loved one who's always been faithful and loyal to you.
A friend who is able to support you in all matters or the loved one who has limited resources but always tries to be there for you.
A friend whom you cannot trust fully or the loved one who you can trust 100%.
A friend who loves you obsessively or the loved one who loves you deeply.
Wtcha thinkin'? hahaha! I'm just blabbing nonsense. :p
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- fid_09
- February 4th, 2010
Drowning in my tears, I struggle to find the strength to go through this bullshit.
My heart-aching. I'm breaking apart into something I don't know.
How I wish I could just rewind my life and live it how I used to live it.
But whatever, I'll just have to live on.
Let me drown in my tears and we can declare it case closed.
I wish you could just vanish from my life. Let me live my life peacefully fo God's sake.
If you hate me, kill me then. KILL ME LAHHH. I don't mind. I really don't.
Fun right? I gave you the permission to kill me.
Dont cha wanna grab it baby? Dont cha wanna me to be forever gone from your life? come on baby...
BRING IT ON! I dont give a damn about you. So what if you're hot, so what if your mother and father are filthy rich. All this doesnt matter if at the end of day you're acting like a bitch. I didnt disturb you so why must you ruin my life?
I guess you're used to get whatever u want huh. And u wnt it to be forever like tt.I'll be very happy if you could just GET OUT OF MY LIFE, BITCH!
If u dnt understand this, call me I'll translate it to Indian, Malay and chinese. If you still dnt undrstan, u cn throw tt brain of yours.
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- fid_09
- December 26th, 2009
amused
And we did crazy things that tickles me and made me go insane!
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- fid_09
- December 24th, 2009
annoyed
Peace be upon you.
BANG! went the gate.
The loudness illustrate my burning anger and frustration.
Stormed off. Because I don't think I can't control it anymore.
Bawl my eyes out. Because those streaming tears- they take my sorrow away.
Red shot eyes is a way of me thanking them.
Thoughts of blood and jumping down the carpark swam in my mind.
But what for? I say to myself.
And I'll walk through the night with the light breeze in my hair to the place where I find it most peaceful.
Let the fiery emotions cool down.My legs are killing me!
11am in the morning-Sakura Cairnhill
11pm at night-Sakura Cairnhill
12.45pm at night-home sweet home
The very last thing I want is to realise that you're no longer a part of my life.
Wassalam.
- Trauma
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- fid_09
- December 23rd, 2009
sad
Peace be upon you.
I called it quits at MM due to some personal reasons. Even though the pay rate is quite high, to me at least, some of the staffs there need some knock in their heads. I feel like just cutting off their dicks. Make them suffer.
Girls, we are tend to be taken advantage of. By guys. Because we are weak. Because we are emotional. Because we can be easily be fooled around with. This is just generalizing. I mean, I know not all girls fulfill these characteristics.
So now, I'm still working at Sakura Cairnhill while finding another better paying job.
four months. I feel like we've been together for long. but the reality is, it's only four months. Each passing moment, I'm always, always afraid of losing... losing you. I know how it feels to lose you and I don't wanna to feel that shit again. So, just SHUT UP and move one with our lives.If we are meant to be together, then we will be. Nothing can change our destiny.
Wassalam.
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- fid_09
- November 2nd, 2009
Peacebeuponya'all !!! :D
God's willing, I'll be wearing braces soon. (: Going for my next appt this thur during my 2hr break at NUH.
I quit silat ald and I put on hold for Sakura. I won't be working on Mon, Tue and Sun. The rest of the days I can work. hehehe.
And, I will only stay back at work on Fri and Sat. If I get to put my name on the list.
FIDAH!!!!!
Do your Maths tutorial!!!!! hahaha!
Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem. Maths. Chem.
-Sometimes the very thing that we want so much is actually bad for us. That is why, sometimes, we don't get what we've always wanted. So, let us all try not to be too upset or devastated because we don't get what we want badly. I know it's hard. I went through it ald and I'm sure everyone has gone thru this also. (:
-Sometimes, the feeling of attraction to someone grew inside of me without me wanting to. Sometimes, without me expecting too. And, I'll just go with the flow. Tap to the rhythm. Cos' sometimes, I think he is just too far from me. He's on MARS. And I'm on EARTH.
Cos' Im the Earthling. And, he's the Marsling. LOL!
Wassalam.
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- fid_09
- October 29th, 2009
Peace Be Upon You.
Hey People!!!! hahaha. HeLLuuuuu...... :D
I won't be working at Sakura this week. Cos I found replacement for both of the days that I'm supposed to be working.
Hehehe. Cool uh. By the same person named Safura.... Thks babe.
Today, I'll be going out w my fren to search for her bf's b'dae pressie. Dan is like a fanatic fan of transformers. hahaha.
If a guy have a hobby, he'll really be into it like almost 24/7. hahaha.
So this week, I'll only be working at hotel on the weekends. 2 days only. In a wk.School's ok. Usual stuffs. Attend lectures, do hwk, gpwork, lunchbreaks, laugh out loud with friends, eat, sleep. hahaha.
I'm famous for sleeping in class. Smtyms, I can't take it. I js find myself alws feeling sleepy during class.
Esp. aft lunchtime sia. Aft u've taken in alot of carbo, u'll tend to feel sleepy. Cos carbo will release sm hormone tt induce sleep. So tt's y u'll feel sleepy if u've had a starchy meal. My classmate, Clarissa, nvr fails to remind me nt to eat too much during lunch cos she knows i'm alws eating until i get full and then end up sleeping during lectures. hahaha.
And, i'm nw js frens w razif. nth more, nth less. hmm.... It's lyk. when he asked me out, I'm free. so, i just went out w him ah. cos I'm free wt.
If wanna be with him back also, he still haven't settled his probs so might as well just be frens. I dun wana hev a complicated r.ship w him. hahaha. had enuf of tt ald. Bt wteva lah eh.
About silat.... I tink i won't be coming for anymore of their trainings. Lazy ah. hehehe.Tt's all folks. Wassalam.
